This title is wierd but true, for those of you who know me, I get excited about dumb stuff. Well, I always get real excited to flip my Taylor Swift Calender every month, and I get to read the quote that is on the bottom, and yeah!
Well today I flipped my calender, and just stared at it. Guys...We're going to Mexico in 99 days, and if you want me to be completely honest...I'm terrified.
I know what you guys are thinking, "Why in the world are you terrified, you should be excited, blah blah blah."
Well, OF COURSE I'M EXCITED!! But so much is going on inside of me. It's like a whirlwind of emotions spinning around and around. First of all, this trip is expensive, and I know some trips are a lot more but, for my family it's the cost of the trip times 2. Also, like I've blogged about before, I'm scared to leave again. But there's one more that I haven't really said anything about, I'm scared that I won't make a difference, the more I think about it, the more I basically want to break down and cry.
But you know what, as dumb of a comparison as this is, I was watching What Not To Wear today, and this lady on there really didn't want to wear a dress, they told her "You need to get our of your comfort zone."
God uses crazy ways to speak to us, I need to get out of my comfort zone. Not just there, but here. I think it's so important to prepare your heart to love on broken people before a missions trip, and just get ready to, get out of your comfort zone.
I really need to trust God through this, and everything. This has really made me realise that we NEED to give our worries over to God, He knows what He is doing, and has everything under control.
Trust Him (:
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